its raining.....and i'm leaving

SUNDAY: 13 SEPTEMBER 2009
KLIA-DEPARTURE HALL
TIME: 5.00PM
DESTINATION: HEATRHOW ,LONDON, UNITED KINGDOM
UNIVERSITY:CANTERBURY CHRISTCHURCH UNIVERSITY,KENT, UNITED KINGDOM
DURATION: 3 YEARS
FLIGHT: MALAYSIAN AIRLINES


i truly wish those information above are mine, unfortunately its my cohort 1 cycle 3 seniors flight info's. i'll be sending them off at klia this very evening. As am typing this post, i wonder what will i feel this evening-will i be sad, happy, or etc? lucky them, they will be spending a heaven 3 years
whereas i'm stuck here for another bloody 5.5 years....... i still wonder why did our gov. put off the overseas link program(except due to the fact of economy down turn )? i thought they REALLY want to produce high quality ESL teachers? or is it another political game they wanna put on?(ops haries! restriction needed!). not to say that we are lack of ESL experts in Malaysia, its just the best for a language learner to learn it from the natives!

i shall wait for miracle to happen!

AND for Cohort 1 seniors, enjoy your journey. come back with the best result off all. i wish all of the best of luck! =)

malay language...almost forgotten

time.experience.change

lama dah tak tulis blog and dah lama tak tulis dalam mother tongue. i was browsing my 1st entry, hahaha lawak sangat rasa sebab dulu masa mula-mula tulis blog i wrote in melayu. rindu rasa nak tulis and cakap melayu fluently. banyak benda dah jadi dalam hidup-

baik.buruk.gembira.sedih.

tempat baru
persekitaran baru
kawan baru
gaya belajar baru
pensyarah baru
tanggungjawab baru


betul apa orang kata:

jangan berpegang pada masa lalu,
ia akan menarik kamu bersamanya,
jadikan nya teladan,
untuk masa depan.

if i behold to my past,
i'll surely cry day and night,
wanting my old maybe glorious life,
sacrifices made for reason.

pagi tadi Ym dengan Ina, rindu sangat dengan dia. Dia kat UKM sekarang and she said she's pretty lonely overthere. I boleh rasa apa yang dia rasa coz i'm experiencing it too. Hidup perlu perubahan.

You need to move on.
I'm moving on.

*forgive me for the excessive usage of "Rojak phrases"*
*saya dah hilang seni menulis bahasa melayu!! ouch!*

~entry gila tidak bermotif ini adalah hasil kekaratan otak dan kerinduan menulis kemerepekan~
~ambik yang baik, delete yang buruk~