when you have decided..

I have decided.

I have decided.

to be fair to myself.

to stop hurting myself

to stop make believe of the unrealistic

if before this I've let the 'love' feeling

now, i'm letting go the friendship

that guy won

or should I say

Those guys won

I lose

its fated.

but,

please don't make bad remarks

about me to your new TOY

nor telling him how much I hate him and his act

though us guys are together now.

COMPREHEND?

I just wanna live my life here

though I'm gonna miss all those

not suppose to be memories

but God decides that

I was to be a part of your life history

so do you.

hey, live life well

and if

your new journey with

that TOY happen to turn sour

DON"T

come to me k.

my shoulder is now lock for you,

my ears are deaf for you,

and my heart refuses to listen.

handle yourself well.

p/s: its to bad that I have to know it in a wrong way rather than you telling me straight to my face. But I guess you are such an arse right? don't worry be happy and

Bon Voyage HISTORY!