Al- Fatihah for Fatini Aqilah Fadzil.

Losing someone is very hard.

Especially someone so dear to your heart..

When I was browsing my Facebook this morning, I discovered one of my close friends lost his sister.

And I broke down.

I feel the pain. Boi is like a family to me, very close that I can feel the pain sips through my vains.

I can't help it.

I seriously broke down.

I can't imagine losing my family members. Not ever.

Though my family treats me badly, they, my family are very important to me.

Losing them will make me crazy.

Boi, as I'm typing this, tears are rolling down my eyes. I'm sorry for not being able to be there for you, to tell you that everything is going to be just fine. I'm sorry that I can't be at your side when you needed me the most. I wish I can be there for you to go through every single moment. Boi,  all I can do is just to call you and pray that you lovely little sister to be placed among the soleh and solehah. Boi, I know it's hard and never in my life that I'll understand what you are going through now but please be strong. My prayers are all for her now.

To everyone reading this, please, do recite your Al-Fatihah for the demise; Fatini Aqilah Fadzil