Monday, 22 August 2011

It's not easy being a dreamer.

Oh Bulan kan melayan diriku lagi -Yuna

Random. perpetual. busy. assignment.dateline.
--- When are all these gonna end? -----
Been feeling miserable for 2 years,more, actually. 

Deciding. decision. consequences. 
---What would have happened if I've stayed in UiTM?---
Some many things have happened in these 2 years, wait, more. 

Hence, here I am 2am in the morning, stuck with assignment; dateline in like 6 hours, in Malaysia! Sometimes, I questioned myself, where have I got all the strength to stay strong in these past 2 years plus. I don't really have the answer. 2009--decision made, 2010-- the MOST miserable year in my life (i.e: had a lecturer harassing/bullying me, major family problem, financial, etc...wait! Almost got my scholarship retracted because of that bloody lecturer! ;(adfajcbnqbnuw!) , 2011-- Been a great year yet I have lost the chemistry with my family, again, I'm at my with end..

---wait, I'm supposed to talk about me being a dreamer and all. fail! -__-" 

Okay, here's the thing, hence the title,  I'm gonna continue..promise...


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