I have been trying hard to live on, why can't He sees that?
I'm on the merge of giving up my life, why isn't He there to guide me?
I have tried to find Him, but it seems that all He ever wanted is to test me.
i don't do drug, have sex or drink and why am I the one tested?
shouldn't those people be on the rocky road?
My wit ask me to keep my chin up and move on but my heart is just to tired to bear with this world.
I can accept test and challenges but not all in 1 go.
I can't blame Him can't I?
How can I blame God?
that'll be insane....
all I ever wanted is to be happy.
Thats the only thing I one,,,,
I no longer want to go to Uk or sorts...
I just wanna be happy...can I have that?
p/s: I no longer wanna do the surprise birthday holiday for him. It'll be stupid and unappreciated. I have been on the unrealistic made-up boat. and hell with that! I have fuckin' give up!
harries...
ReplyDeleteHe knows what d best for u...
He tests u to see ur courage..
u hav to be strong..
as long as u r tested by Him..
u shud be grateful...
He still cares...
beleive me..
one day..
u'll get more than u ask for..
just b patient..
n b strong ok..
i noe u can do it!!!
never stop asking Him for help...
do ur best for Him..
n He will giv u d best..
believe me ok...
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