it happened again,
when I'm gone,
when I'm gone,
when I'm gone,
when I'm gone,
I have nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing
Atif once said: Rayyan may you find the right person in your life and please be careful with PLU, they are not to be trusted (some).
I knot it.
I am ASEXUAL.
lets not bring up this issue anymore ya dars!
even in the homosexual world has it own discrimination, a clear indication why other homo sapiens should not be trusted. I don't believe in anyone anymore. It's kinda suck to be let down and discriminated for being yourself.
YES! I'M FUCKING FAT AND HIDEOUS!
Do you have a problem with that?
ops wait! I'm not in your hotness and lollipop-licious league...
I have had enough!
sorry girls, no matter how beautiful you are I can't bring myself to love you
and
Guys, my front and back is only for myself.
Need to satisfied yourself?
have your hand to your side or have other men that can salvage to your need!
at the end of the day, one of my friend is right:
HOMO is all about SEX!
when you don't need sex, you are at the lose end
p/s: and even if I want sex, who will want to have an intimacy with me? they must be blind, mute, and deaf!
being asexual allows me to explore both gender without having the guilt to stick to liking one.
I have to start to love myself more than I love others.
lets not care to much about others; if they are sick let them be then.
unless they are at a detrimental state I'll be at the scene.
PROCESS ONE:
DELETING MEMORIES
PROCESS TWO:
NEW ASSIMILATION PROCESS
PROCESS THREE:
DETACHMENT
PROCESS FIVE:
RESULT WITH SUCCESS
END RESULT: THE NEW WAY OF LIVING.HOPEFULLY....
okay, I'm not good at giving advices, but here goes.
ReplyDeleteTake a deep breath and calm down. If you can get away from where you are now, then go. Get close to nature and enjoy the moment. Forget about everybody but start thinking about YOURSELF.
Think what is your purpose in life? your goals? What YOU want to do? Then ask Allah for guidance. Allah may not grant it immediately so be patience. Do you know the reward for those who are patience is sweeter?
Dont try to so hard to fit in. I mean, have girlfriend, great job etc, but dare to be different, as long as you know what is halal and what is haraam. So what if you're fat and 'horrendously' ugly? I feel the same way too when I was your age. But then I have this motto.. "who cares? As long as Allah cares for me!"
Believe me, you're not asexual. You just haven't met the right person yet. Homosexual is not natural. Allah did not create same sex attraction, it's all psychological problem.
Rayyan,
I know you're a strong person, inside and out. Otherwise, you've given up and not be where you are now. Take up the challenge and NEVER give up. Tell the world 'bring it on' but always always lament to Allah for His guidance. You'll be fine. InsyaAllah.
i like this.
ReplyDeletethe old harries is back.
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